DA just isn't my place anymore... i actually question if if ever was??


She found the wayshe turns up her eyesShe found the way
to the heavenly skies
oh how she tries
but her heart only dies
she hides in such fear
death grows so near
but still she won't shed a tear
for a future becomeing clear
she thinks it'll never end this life she must defend
she's forced to pretend
but no more love can she send
she wants to run from this place
to a love she can embrace
no evil words could ever erase
the beauty she sees in his face
she waits for that day
when he'll take her away
from this life of grey
and w/ him she'll forever sta


My DEDICATIONOpen up your mindMy DEDICATION
search the depths of my heart
look into my soul see my life fall apart
I do not recognize
this person that I see
when I look into a mirror
I don't want to beleive it's me
I don't belong
living on this earth
when i will never matter
I have no true worth
How can you look at me
and not see all this pain
i mirror nack an image
that makes me seem sane
But I'm SCREAMING inside
ripping out my mind
there's nothing left
no normalities to find
My skin is just a co


DREAM ANGELI saw an angel last nightDREAM ANGEL
Eyes as deep as the sea
I saw his wings spread in flight
And he was soaring down to me
He took my hand so kind
and told me not to cry
and that soon I will find
that perfect reason to try
The kindness of his heart
the compassion in his voice
gave me that fresh new start
a reason to rejoice
He told me he'll always be here
to take away my strife
to wipe away my tears of fear
Love me for this life
The warmth in his embrace
made my world turn again
he made my heart race


Lost in MyselfI dream my dreams at night, the only time of real peace, My pain is bottled up inside,Lost in Myself
And sleep is my release. Wish I could just lay down forever, And forget everything. I'll let out the feelings that I try to hide, In these lyrics that I sing. Help yourselves in any way, I couldn't live without you happily, Even if you could, If instead it were me. My selfish desires and
My weakness inside, I need to grow up, To wipe away the tears I've cried. Let me go and let me free, My fears are coming true, The people that I love are going And


MotherPlease open your eyes, Here my unsteady breathing, Look at all you have created, Look at all you’re destroying,Mother
So why did you leave me so far behind, When I ran constantly after you, Why didn’t you let me talk and confined, My feelings about me and you,
God knows why I ever trusted you, Who could trust a cheater, And cheat you do, Over and over you destroy, Playing a game, Breaking a toy,
Please open your eyes, Here my unsteady breathing, Look at what you gave life too, Look at what you’re killing,
I never r


AngelKill me softly Stab a knife in my back Take my last breath Open the scars on my back And let my wings…open up Let me soar Soar high above the trees The clouds Let me go to the stars Please let me cry And cause all the rain Let me cry So no one else has to Let the world be happy And let me suffer alone For that is the way it is meant to be This child…has to go on her own She has to open her death-like wings Destroyed with everything humanity could throw at her Destroy her Let her take all the suffering The torture  Angel


Moments like thisYou’d think I’d be used to it The sound of tears The soft wet of those tears On my shoulder In my ear You’d think I’d be used to it How much people come to me Gracing me with tears They fall on me But I don’t cry I can’t cry I just sit and listen to you Your tears Your sobs You’d think I’d be used to it But I’m not Each time I hear them Touch them I break down inside Losing all sense of reality And become one with the tear Each one hitting meMoments like this
Softly Loudly Thump thump thump Hitting me You
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~ Child of Darkness
"For one moment of happiness, a thousand lifetimes must be sacrificed."
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~ Child of Darkness
"For one moment of happiness, a thousand lifetimes must be sacrificed."
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Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
>.>
Matsu Nadeshiko Kokuhaku
is a Romantic Writer
is Female
is a deviant since Aug 18, 2004, 5:35 PM
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is located in United States
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Happy early 200!!!
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I have 232 now!!
You're really good.....i can't capture my feelings as well.....i don't think
so i really like your work.
but...yeah....tell me what you think of mine......i would like some pointers from such a great writer as yourself...although, i know i'm young and inexperienced.
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